We walked up the apartment stairs to the third floor. I was exhausted by the time we reached the door. No wonder it’s so cheap. There’s no freaking lift! I was about to open my mouth to say something about it, but decided not to instead. It would hurt him. Besides, I gotta give him credit. At least he earned enough money to actually get a room at this shitty apartment.

He looked around inside his bag for the key. 2 minutes later, he was still digging inside for the key. I got impatient. “Is the damn key in there or not?” I asked. “Chill, okay? I have it.”

“Then what’s taking so long? Come on, I’m tired. I need to sit.”

Billy looked up from his bag and smiled apologetically. “You lost the key, huh?” I asked.

“Y-ye-ahh,” he replied. I shoved his shoulder. “Billy!”

“It’s okay! I have a spare.”

“Then go get it!”

“I-i-i- don’t know where it is.” I looked at Billy with shocked eyes. Are you seriously kidding me? I came here all the way - okay it was just a few minutes for nothing!

“Don’t get so worked up. I know where it is,” Billy quickly added.

“Ugh! Billy, do you know where it is or not?!” I shouted.

“I do! Jeez, what’s your problem?” Billy laughed.

“I just walked three flights of stairs and I’M TIRED! Need I say more?”

“Okay, okay. God, imagine if you were pregnant. You’re already complaining.” I stared at him with evil eyes.

“I know… that … it’s … somewhere around here.” He pointed around the third floor. I dropped my bag on the floor and sat down beside the door.

“Okay, I’ll wait. You go look for it.”

“Casey! Come on! If we look together, we’ll find it faster,” he said, pulling me back up again. “And it was your suggestion to come here.”

“Gosh! Okay, I’ll help look. You start there,” I pointed to the left side, “and I’ll start there,” I pointed to the right side.

“Fair enough.” He walked away to the left and me to the right. I checked under potted plants…. Under carpets. Still no luck. As I was about to check the fifth plant, Billy yelled my name. As I turned, I stepped on a carpet and slipped. I landed on my butt! “OWWW!” Billy was watching me, cause then I heard his annoyingly loud laughter behind me. Note to self: carpets are slippery. Okay, reminder to self: never buy carpets for future house.

“Oh my god! Casey!” He laughed again and threw his hands up in the air. He came up closer behind me and offered me a hand. I pushed it away and got up. There he goes, laughing again. “It’s not funny, you jerk!” Oh great, there it goes again.

I walked towards his room and took my bag, rubbing my butt with my hands. He finally calmed down as he caught up with me.

“Are you okay?”

“Shut up.”

“I was just trying to …. Ah, whatever.”

“So did you find the key?”

“Oh, yeah!” Billy took out the key from his hands. It was carved room 32. He unlocked the door and we went in.

Did I ever mention that Billy isn’t exactly neat? His books, clothes were scattered on the floor. “Do you even clean up in here?” I closed my nose. It smells like something died in here! I kicked the books and clothes out of my way as I walked to the couch. The room was only made up of a small kitchen, a toilet and a living room so Billy sleeps on the couch. I took out a cigarette, left my bag on the floor and sat down. “Hungry?” Billy asked, going to the kitchen. “Err, I’ll just have a beer.” I lighted the cigarette and began smoking. “Hey hey hey!” Billy was running to me as though something was about to burn. “What?!” I replied. He snatched the cigarette out of my mouth and put it out. “What the hell!”

“This,” he moved his finger around the room, “is a non-smoking zone.”

“That was my last cigarette, asshole!”

“Huh, like I care.” He went back to the refrigerator and took out two cans of beer. “Fine, whatever.”

He gave one can to me and sat down beside me. “So… what was it you wanted to tell me?”

“You mean, what was it you wanted to know?”

“Same thing.”

“Nooo. I don’t want to tell you.”

“What? Casey! Come on. I barely see you these days. Don’t you think you owe me some kind of explanation?”

“What explanation? I don’t owe you anything!”

“Damnn, Casey.”

I sighed. I took a sip of the beer. Do I really have to hide this away? It’s just Billy anyway. I sighed again.

“Billy, it’s about my parents…”

“What about them?”

“I don’t know. They’ve been abusing each other. And they’ve been constantly fighting and fighting and fighting. I can’t stand it anymore! I just… I don’t know. This fighting…it’s never been this bad. I hear chairs thrown across the room, glass breaking. Yeah, I mean I’m supposed to be used to it right? I am. I’m just scared. What if my dad does that to me? Yesterday, my mum went to the hospital. She had some broken ribs. I’m sure it was dad who did this! I hear her scream every single night. How the fuck do you expect me to not be scared?!”

Billy sighed. He fidgeted with his hands. I waited for him to reply.

“Casey… stay with me. Live with me. Then you wouldn’t have to ever face that fear.”

Ooookkkaayy. That was NOT the reply I expected. I looked at him in shock.

“Billy… are you…. are you serious?”

“Yes.”

“I …. I would really really like that. But I can’t. I just can’t. It’s just… I’ll admit, I’m a lazy person. I depend on other people for my comfort or safety. I can’t burden you with all this.”

“I don’t care, Casey. I want to take care of you. I want to be there for you.”

Tears rolled down my cheeks. And you know what? I didn’t bother stopping them. I didn’t want to stop them. It has been way too long since I’ve last cried my heart out.

Suddenly, Billy took my face in his hands and kissed me. The kiss…. It was as though something good has finally happened. I felt strange. My heart was pounding a million times faster. My cheeks were turning as red as a ripe tomato. There were no longer thoughts in my head. I moved my hand to his face and held it there. Even the first time we kissed, it couldn’t be compared to this. This is what I’ve been longing for in a long time. This is what I dreamed of having. This kiss. The perfect kiss.


"Thanks for the ride, wait here." i informed Ashton before getting out of the car. I stood near the roadside, thinking whether or not to talk to Nancy about the break-up. The weather was getting hotter and hotter, ughh, i couldn't stand the bloody heat. I just had to go inside and talk to her about this. I know i know, it's between my brother and her hence i shouldn't care less. Face it Minnie, there's nothing you can do right. God, maybe i shouldn't have come here in the first place.

"Minnie? Is that you?" I turned around to see Nancy, looking as gorgeous as ever, standing a few inches away from me. I wondered how long had she been standing there already. She seem to be a little confused upon my arrival in front of her house. Who wouldn't be anyway? Out of a sudden, your boyfriend - well, ex boyfriend's sister looks for you and you have no clue why either. I wanted to take this opportunity to get the answers from her, to ask her about.. you know what i mean. But before i could say another word, she was nice enough to invite me in for a cup of tea first.

Nancy comes from a wealthy family so i guess that explains the surrounding of her house. Plasma television, the couch which i've always wanted, god how rich could she be? She had a few devastating portraits of paintings and photographs, hanging on the wall. Not to mention, pictures of her and my brother together too. I guessed she'd missed him. So, this was my chance to get her back with my brother.

I sat down on the ever so comfortable couch and sighed. I thought about what i was going to say when she comes back from the kitchen with my tea. Should i bring up the topic? I should right. But how? "So Nancy, you've not been calling my brother up lately. What happened?" No.. Too cheesy. How about.. "So Nancy, rumours said you were going out with another guy. Is that true?" ERK! I'm not going to say that! Can i just go straight to the point damnit.

"I ran out of tea. Hope you don't mind having coffee." She gently put the cup on the glass table and sat down next to me. The aroma of the coffee was really strong and familiar too. It must be those imported from Germany. Nevertheless, i hate coffee. I don't even fancy the smell, the taste and the texture of the liquid. Arghhh. It's not like i was going to drink it anyway.

"So what brings you here Mimi?"

"Erm.. Erm..... " i looked down to see my sweaty palm.

"C'mon Minnie. You can tell me anything. Is it a boy you like in school?" she said melodically while taking a sip of her coffee. Sadly, it wasn't about that.

"No........" I grabbed the pink doll keychain, dangling from the strap of my bag which was given by Lance last summer and then played with it. I think she got the massage roughly.

"Oh. Is it about me and your brother?"

"Yeah......" i murmured, still looking down.

"Minnie, hun. Owh.." She came closer to me and held my hand.

"Mimi, look at me." I looked up at her and listened.

"It's not a break-up okay? We need some space between us, that's all." she smiled sweetly at me.

"But Lance was pretty upset you know."

"He is? Well, i'm not surprised. I am too."

"Why can't you two get together again?" i pleaded.

"There are some things you wouldn't understand... You're still young, Mimi."

"But......"

"Not but's. We can handle this ourselves alright? Don't you worry so much." she pouted and pinched my cheeks.

I giggled and sighed.

"Nancy, is it true you.. "

"You're with some other guy now?" i sighed.

"Where did you get that from?"

"Oh, nevermind. I trust you, you wouldn't do anything to hurt my brother right? Although.. you're not in a relationship with him anymore.."

"I still love him, Mimi. I would never get together with anyone else! I just.. Forget it, you won't understand. Haha. Do you want some more coffee?" she asked politely.

I stared at my cup, which was looking rather full already. I shook my head repeatedly and we both laughed. She must have known, i'm not used to drinking coffee at this age yet.

"I guess i'll get going. My friend's waiting for me in the car." i stood up and gave her a bear hug. "Were you surprised to see me?" i grinned at her. "Very. I'll visit you some other time yeah." "Will wait for you." We had a good laugh. After that, she walked me to where Ashton's car was parked and we said our goodbyes. I even thanked her for the coffee although i barely touched it.

I got into the car and Ashton drove me back. Of course, we did have a nice talk in the car ;)

**

I thanked him for the ride home and got off the car. The lights weren't on, that's weird. At this time, Lance should be back from college. Where could he be? Without thinking any further, i took my keys out from my bag and unlocked the gate. It was dark and i could hear noises coming from everywhere!! You could say, i was feeling afraid and being the pussified one. I quickly turned the lights on and guess who i saw?

Yes, Lance.

I was shocked to see him, lying down on the floor, drinking.

"Lance! What happened to you!"

"Leave me alone."

"Lance, you're drinking. You don't drink."

He never replied.

"That's it. I'm bringing you back to your room." i said while trying to lift him up. God, he's heavy.

"I SAID LEAVE ME ALONE." he shouted at me while pushing my hands away from him. I lost balance and landed on the floor.

"What are you trying to do!? KILL YOURSELF!?"

"It's my problem. Now, go away." he said while taking another sip of beer from the can.

"Okay. okay." i paused. I stood back up and there was silence. What was that all about? He looked pale and horrible. I stared at him, not bothering about the tears which were falling down onto my cheeks already. My brother has never scolded me this way before. This was his first time ever, treating me like this. Shouting on top of his voice, pushing me aside. Did he care about my feelings?

Oh right. Why didn't i thought of that? Suddenly, i came to the stage of realization that i'm only his god damn little sister. I can't do much. Can i? God, what have i done? Why did i even take the trouble to look for Nancy? "Do whatever you want." i muttered while wiping my tears away. I ran up to my room and slammed the door behind.

"Why the fuck am i crying, GOD!" i threw my bag down angrily onto my bed and turned the volume of my CD player to the max. Because of this stupid break-up, he's doing this to me? I know, he's in a bad mood and all but doesn't he know when he's sad, I AM SAD TOO? I guess not. Sigh, i'm worried for him. Very. What if he commits suicide by taking an overdose of sleeping pills? What if he moves out and never comes back? What if he runs away from home..?

Trace and i walked a few kilometres away , and there we were . We reached the cafe in 2 minutes time , well around there . Trace pushed the door for me , and we walked over to the counter and looked at the menu .

" So , what drink would you two like to have ? " says one of the barista .

" Erh nah . i'll just look around first . How bout you , Trace ? " i replied .

" Can i have one cup of green tea frappuccino ? Sophie , why dont you try the Double Chocolaty Chip Frappuccino ? i heard its very nice "

" Right away , sir . Oh yes , our double chocolaty is sure delicious ! " said the brista .

His expression was really funny but yet cute .

" Sure , sure . i would love to have 1 . " I laughed .

" Okay . Why dont you take a seat first , i will bring it to you in a moment . "

So Trace and I went to take a seat near the window on a sofa . Ah , comfy . Very . Trace sat on the other side . I stared out at the window , looking at those kids running around , shouting here and there without any worries . It feels great being a kid , right ? I would love to go back when i was still a small little girl , where you dont have to worry bout anything . Sigh . I just kept staring at them and thinking back bout the past .

" So .. Sophie , what's up with you ? " Trace said .

I didnt reply as i just kept staring out .

" Sophie ?? Are you okay ?? " Then he knocked the window .

" OH OH , yeah yeah . Its very pretty . " I replied eventhough i was really , really blur .

" Huh ? Pretty ? What are you talking about ? I'm asking you , what's up with you ? Not bout your clothes . " He chuckled , but still had his confusing look on his face .

" No no , not my clothes . Argh . niway , nothings up with me . Just the same old me . Nothing much "

" Well , why were you feeling so down when i bumped into you ? Dont lie to me . Tell me , you'll
feel better . " He walked over to my sofa from his .

" look , Trace ! I'M FINE . AND I'M BETTER THAN WHAT YOU'RE EXPECTING FROM ME . THERE'S NOTHING WRONG BOUT ME . "

i quickly looked away as the brista was bringing over the drinks and staring at me . I think i shouted quite loud and sort of scolded Trace infront of everyone . Ah .

" Enjoy your drink .... " says the brista while handing over the drinks to us .

" Erh , Sophie , are you chill right now ? Come , take a sip of double chocolaty . " He handed me the drink .

I took a sip . and wrap my fingers around the cup . Feeling really nervous and somehow , a little sad .

" So are you ready to tell me what happen now ? You know if you dont want to tell me its alright . i just want to let you know that i'll always be here for you whenever you need someone . " He sounded quite sad .

" Ah , dont be like that , TRACE . you're forcing me ! "

I took a deep breath and continue with my words .

" FINE FINE , i'm going to tell you everything you want to know . Martin's treating me very different these days and i dont know whats wrong with him . He's not quite bothering me these days . He's always flirting with those bitchy cheerleaders . Gosh . that's making me damn piss right now . I've also heard one of Martin's friend saying that i'm soon to be his ex . I dont have any idea is he going to break up with me or what . I hope he wouldnt , i seriously hope that it wouldnt happen . I know , somehow , sometimes , i can be a little too harsh on him . but its not my fault right ? Please tell me not . and my parents just arent getting right also . I have a feeling that they might be getting divorce in any second right now . Sigh . I've so many things to worry about . So i dont think you have any idea how i'm feeling right now . "

I started to shed some tears , then cried . I never thought that i could actually let my feelings out to someone . All this years , i've never tell anyone before how i'm feeling . Trace , is the first one . He makes me feel so comfortable whenever i'm around him eventhough this is like our first time hanging out .

" Come , take this . " Trace handed me a piece of tissue with a green tea fragrance . I guess he's in love with Green Tea .

" Thanks . " I replied , taking the tissue away from his hand .

" Well , cheer up . Everything will be alright tomorrow . You know , i'm not really good at advising people . I can only be a good listener , hope thats good enough . But i just want to let you know that i'll always be right there for you , whenever you need someone . And when you need a shoulder to lean on , you can always come and find me alright ? "

He grabbed my hand and held it tightly , so that i'll feel much secured . Then he started to hug me , and i slowly lean again his chest . After seconds, i realised i felt better and much more safer . He gave me some time to breathe and feel better , he also patted my hair like i'm a small girl . Yes , that's the feeling i need . Someone to treat me like i'm a small girl .

" Come , let me get you home alright . You need some rest . It's getting late . "

I followed his lead and wiped away my tears . He walked home , and we just kept quiet most of the time . Finally , i reached home .

" There you go . Home sweet home . Go in , take a shower and sleep . I'm sure you're going to be alright when you're away . "

" Thanks Trace . Really . Thanks for listening to me and sorry for letting my anger out on you . "

" Its okay . Don't be silly , Sophie . You don't have to apologize . Anyway , can i have your cellphone number ? So i can give you a call whenever i want . "

Then , we switched cellphone number and i walked into my house . I was extremely tired . I quickly ran up the stairs , to my room and looked out of the window . I watched him leaving . So , i went to take a quick shower and went to bed . I couldn't open my eyes anymore , and i slowly fall into my dreams .

Hmm, so a few weeks had passed and well school has been the usual. Boring. Mims and I got closer to Sophie and I guess you could call us friends. We hang out together during lunch everyday except when I have something going on. Always visits to the principal’s office about vandalizing school property or suspicion of smoking in the toilet or my disappearance from school. Ugh, the same old shits. But of course I denied and lied about everything. I mean, what prove do they have?

Life at home is ….. complicating. I would hear mum and dad screaming at each other at like what 2 am in the morning! Come on, I need my frigging sleep. Sometimes, I could even hear dad lifting a chair or a vase and smashing it to the wall. Mum would scream. I could hear her cries. And the next morning, I would see a bruise on her head or somewhere around her body. Ok, honestly, they’re like kids! Fighting all the time. God, it makes me sick to the stomach. I wonder if our neighbors ever get tired of the shouting. Oh right, we don’t have neighbors damit! I just roll my eyes at mum or dad every time they come close to me. We barely even talk! Well, we don’t even say a thing to each other. Sometimes I missed school and stayed home…. I just wanted to be left alone. So yeah, that makes no social life at home.

Brrriinngg! I got up from my seat and went out of homeroom. I took off for my first period. Physics. Oh thank god! At least I have Billy there. As I was walking to room 207, I heard Billy calling me and I turned. He caught up to me, breathless. “Hey! What’s the rush?” he asked. “I’m in no hurry. What are you talking about?” I replied.

“So you’re going to physics? Huh.”

“Why? Is that so shocking? I survived physics the first day of school.”

“Well, considering this is the third time you’ve been the physics…. And we’ve already been in school for weeks.”

“Shut up okay. I have stuff to take care of.” I answered, rolling my eyes.

“Stuff? What is up with you these days? You don’t tell me anything. You have been missing school. I never see you anymore,” Billy pointed out.

I stopped walking. Billy stopped too. I closed my eyes and breathed in two deep breaths. “Billy….,” I said, still closing my eyes. Billy moved closer to me and held my shoulder. He didn’t say a word. I pushed out the noise at the hallway. I couldn’t tell him. I just couldn’t. How do you expect me to tell my best guy friend what I’ve been going through at home? It’s just too embarrassing. Maybe you won’t get it, but I’m Casey Daniels. I’m supposed to be the brave, outgoing slut. I can’t show cowardness. That’s just lame. I pushed Billy’s hand away and continued walking. He came up next to me.

“What the hell is wrong with you, Casey?” he asked, suspicious.

“Nothing’s wrong. I’m just tired.”

“It’s only the first period!” Whoops, wrong excuse.

“Look, can I just come to your apartment after school today? I’ll explain then,” I said, keeping his hopes up that I will tell him. But I won’t. Besides, I can’t go home.

“Yeah, sure. Lucky I have my day-off from work today.”

Ok, let me tell you a little about Billy. I’m sure you want to know. I haven’t quite given a good description about him yet. So his looks. Well, he’s above average to me. He’s not exactly my type of guy though. Brown hair, almost like black. I think he’s mixed Asian. Spiky hair, the typical small boy haircut. Brown eyes. His style is comfy. He wears what he feels comfortable in. He’s simple, kinda like me. Type of outfit he usually wears to school: a normal shirt and jeans. Hmmm, his family? No one knows for sure. You see, he was brought up in a foster home. As he turned 14, the foster home started to be packed. Packed with new abandoned babies. They tried to transfer Billy to a new foster home, but no other home would take him. Parents who wanted to adopt didn’t go for 14 year olds. So he decided to just live on his own. He started working at this little car workshop. It didn’t pay much, but enough to buy a small apartment nearby Sunny Dale High School. So ever since then, he’s been living there. He walks to school and on rainy days, takes the bus. Money for school, you may ask? He works his ass off to pay. Mrs. Goy doesn’t pressure him for school fees. She knows. She gives him extra time to pay it off. One thing I love about Billy is, he never complains. What God has given him, he accepts it and lives with it. You could always hear something positive coming out of his mouth. Never negative. And he’s always there to make you strive for the best. He wants the best out of you. I guess you could say he puts other people first. Sometimes I don’t think he actually cares about himself. But Billy’s a big boy. He knows when to take care of himself. Well, that’s all you need to know about Billy. Oh and he’s the bestest friend anyone could ever have.

We reached Physics lab and Mr. Drew( I finally found out his name) was already inside. He turned to look at us- me specifically and put down his textbook. “Glad you took the time off to join us, Ms. Daniels.” He folded his arms and gestured Billy to sit. “Er, yeah. Sorry, I’ve been busy.” He stared at me, as if waiting for a better answer. Oookay. Should I go sit down now? Maybe I should. I nodded his way and went to take my seat next to Billy.

I tried my hardest to concentrate for the next few subjects. I met up with Mimi and Sophie during English Literature- I decided never to skip English again. The teacher rocks. And that is rare, coming from me. We talked and laughed. I was a little quiet at one stage but neither Mimi nor Sophie noticed. I couldn’t stay quiet when I’m with them.

The time passed and soon enough it was lunch. Mimi and Sophie were already there at our usual lunch table. I took a seat beside Mimi. “Hey, you’re not eating?” Sophie asked. “Nah, not hungry,” I replied. We chattered on and on and on.

“Did you hear the announcement just now?”

“No, what was it about?”

“Ugh, just some reminder about the school rules.”

“Are you kidding me? That is just sooo…”

“Stupid?”

“Yeah! Oh, did you hear…..?”


*******

Brrriingg!! School ended. I walked to my locker to put my books in it. Oh great, just my luck. The guys are getting out of the gym. I got ready to cover my nose. Within seconds, I opened my locker, put in my books, closed the locker and ran away from sweat city. I shuddered in disgust at the sight of the guys perspiring, their shirts wet with sweat all over it. Eeewww. I rushed to the front door and Billy was there. I took out my cell phone and texted Mimi that I wasn’t going to hitch a ride with her today. I walked up to Billy. “You ready?” he asked. “Yeah. Let’s go,” I replied. “Mimi knows right? We don’t want her waiting here for you when you’ve already gone.” I laughed. “I’m not that irresponsible. I texted her. She knows.” He opened the front door for me. We went out of the school gates and on to the streets. It wasn’t that far of a walk to his apartment. So we walked in silence, only our footsteps and the horns of cars and buses could be heard.

5 minutes later, we arrived.

I didn't even realize that it's my third/fourth/fifth week in Sunny Dales High school already. I guess i didn't keep track of the time. Ugh whatever. Just so you'd know, i have not been doing anything beneficial lately either and that sucks. Hell, I used to have a timetable for myself (lame i know) but i seem to have misplaced it already. Ow well. Minnie's hopeless in her time management.

What have i been doing?

1) Watching the telly in my room.
I can place my ass on the couch for the whole day, watching all kinds of movies. From Romance to Comedy to Horror. Name me one movie and i can tell you the synopsis of the story straight away.

2) Talking to Ashton.
Whenever he drops by to talk to Lance, we'd go for a walk at the park.

3) Making my own sandwich.
Recently, Mary has taught me the correct way to cut cucumbers and fry eggs! I used to think that the knife was a dangerous equipment to use and i wasn't suppose to touch it either. (that's what my mum used to say.) but now, look at me. I can make my own sandwich! Though.. It did not turn out tasty and...... ugh, edible. My mum had stomachache after having her first bite on the sandwich damnit.

4) Doing something different.
I've just started writing a diary. Let's hope Minnie Gasper will be as famous as Anne Frank one day!

5) Talking to myself.
...........................

Studying isn't really my hobby anymore. Sigh.

-

It feels like it was just yesterday when i went to Denise's house. All the dramas, boys, alcohol, party. I can't believe many changes have occurred in my life ever since then. New friends, new school, new environment. You know, i can get used to this ;)

Teachers have been pretty nice to me and my friends are simply the best. Sophie and Casey. They are probably the ones who are really close to me and i've been hanging out with them a lot lately. We had a sleepover at Casey's place and her mum was a GREAT cook. I mean, her lasagna was simply awesome! We then watched some movies and gossiped the whole night. Casey's mum was a little too harsh on Cass, but i think they're fine now.

Life has been great for me although... i do miss my brother, David. Yeah, he's my eldest brother but he's currently not staying with us. He's so busy with his band and music and all. Anyway, he sent me a short email yesterday but i didn't have time to reply him. God, i think i should reply, like right now.

This was what he wrote in the email. I find it....... funny somehow. Hah.

Minnie,

How are you? I'm fine if you're wondering :-D Is everything alright at home? I hope you're still the old Mimi i know. God, i'm so stressed out! There's another upcoming tour for me and i'm exhausted. My friends wouldn't let me have a break, dammit. It's all about performing for our fans here in Chicago. I wish i had an icecream now.

Write to me soon,
David;

*
This was what i was going to reply him.

To my stupid brother,

I'm NOT fine. I've missed you so much!!!!! When would you come back?? Oh, i've found out, Kenny, the guy who's living just a few blocks away from us has a crush on Ariel! Do you still remember the girl, who once called you fatty? YEAH, that Ariel :-D

Reply asap,
Mimi.

p/s : Mum has forgotten how to make her famous dish, Grumpia.
p/p/s : I didn't change at all. Still the old me ;-)

**

I clicked the 'Send' button and opened my music playlist. Hm, which song should i listen to? Argh, whatever. I put the songs on shuffle mode and laid down on my bed. That was just so relaxing. I tried to clear my mind while singing to my favourite song, Stop and stare. God, that song reminds me of Ashton. Ah, speaking of which, we're getting closer and closer every minute of the day already. He tells me about everything and we have no secrets between us. He's my great buddy! He visits my brother and i whenever he has the time to and he never gets bored of me talking about Backstreet Boys.

"Stop and stare, i think i'm moving but i go no where..."

Suddenly, there was a gentle knock on the door. "Minnie," Who could that be at this time of night? i got up quickly and said, "Come in,"

It was Lance. Omfg, he didn't look so good.

"What's wrong?"

"Nancy broke up with me."

"What!?" i said in an octave higher tone.

"She has found another guy." I stared at him blankly. Nancy's with him for almost 5 years now and they were so cute together! Why, how, when, HUH.

"When did she say that?" he ignored my question. I guess he wasn't aware of what i was saying.

"Mimi, i know i'm a guy and i shouldn't be sensitive. But, FUCK!" He sat next to me and put his head on his hands. I've just noticed he was still in his bathrobe. Ergh, it was really sad to see him like this.

"Lance, relax. It's just another break-up. Big deal." i said simply and for the next few minutes, no one said a word.

"What should i do now?" He rubbed his forehead and sighed.

"Do you want her back?"

"Yes, badly."

"Then you'll have to talk to her again."

"Mimi, i can't. she.. she wouldn't pick up my calls. I'M BLOODY TIRED OF THIS."

"Lance, i think you ought to get some sleep first. Look at you! You look horrible!"

There was a short awkward silence.

"Okay, maybe i should. Besides, there's nothing i can do now.." he stood up and opened the door widely. He shuffled back to his room and i could hear screams coming from next door. It must be him.

Okay, so, i have to talk to Nancy.

Nancy's my brother's girlfriend, duh. She's really pretty and nice. Long, wavy hair and brown eyed. Who wouldn't fall for her?

I have to sort things out for my brother. Because if he doesn't do anything about it, who would.

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The next morning, i woke up, knowing immediately something would go wrong. I showered and changed into a decent outfit. Snow leopard V-neck tee and a pair of DKNY jeans. I didn't bother on how i would look like as i didn't feel like myself today. It was a mixture of depression, anger, confusion. What the fuck. I looked outside my window and noticed, it was drizzling lightly. It's going to rain soon. ARGHH. I hate rainy days. It gets me feeling all emotional.

"Morning, hun." said Lance while making my breakfast. He had his fake laugh on when he was busy chattering away with mum. I knew that smile/laugh. He didn't get over the fact that Nancy and him was over. I just knew it. "Good morning. I'm skipping breakfast. I'll be taking the bus to school. You don't have to fetch me." I walked toward the door and turned the door knob harshly. For one second, i felt like going back to him and giving him a hug but nah. What for? It'd make me cry instead, knowing how sad he is right now.

While waiting for the bus to arrive, i took out my cellphone to check if there were any messages. Yes, there were two. one from Lance, asking me if i was okay on my own and another from Ashton. I didn't feel like replying anyone. Argh. I slipped my phone into my bag and waited patiently at the bus-stop. Without further delays, the public yellow bus stopped right in front of me and i quickly got on the bus before getting scolded by the driver. After paying for the bus fare, i then chose a seat next to the window. I turned my iTouch on and listened to some of my favourite songs. Before i know it, i reached school just on time.

The first lesson was History. I wasn't looking forward to Mr Gabe's lessons but i'll attend it anyway. I wouldn't want to skip any classes and get in trouble like Casey. Sigh, i walked to my locker to grab some books. I still had some time. "Perharps i can read some notes before the lesson starts?" I thought to myself. "If only there was someone who would study with me too..." Pingg! oh god, i dropped my fucking locker key.

I kneeled down to take it when suddenly a hand held out to take the key too. I looked up to see a familiar face but i didn't quite remember who he was. He handed me the key without saying anything else and walked off silently. I stood there, waiting for him to turn back or something but he didn't. Soon, he was out of sight. That was strange.. I didn't even manage to say a simple thank you. His face was pale and he has the most gorgeous blue eyes ever! Neat blonde hair, way above average-looking. I've seen this guy before. I just don't remember where or what his name was!

Forget it, i'm going to room 198 for History class.

As usual, i chose a seat at the back of the class along with Max and his friends. Kelvin sat next to me today and boy, did he looked like he hasn't sleep in ages! "What did you do last night?" i whispered to him as soon as Mr Gabe stepped into his class. "I had to take care of my mum. She's sick." he whispered back. "Class, hand in your assignment." the teacher announced. "OH SHIT!" Kelvin's eyes went wide opened and i assumed that he didn't complete it. He stood up to tell the teacher about his undone assignment and that was when i stopped him. "Here, i knew you would forget." i took out those papers which i've printed out last night from my file and handed them over to him. "OMG. I owe you Mimi! Thanks, i can always count on you." he winked at me and walked to the teacher's table. Of course, i wouldn't want him to get punished or anything by Mr Gabe. Lesson started. We passed notes whenever the teacher wasn't looking. And at the end of the class, i'd keep those notes hah. Don't ask me why.

The bell rang and finally History class was over!

I walked out of the room and got ready for my next class. English huh? My best subject. I went into room 113 and surprisingly, all the back seats were taken. Sigh, what's wrong with those people! Don't they know that i have to sit at the back of the class? Hmph. "Mimi! Over here!" Oh, lovely, Ashton saved me a seat in front of him. Though it wasn't at the back, it sure was nice to sit next to the wall. That way, i wouldn't get pick by teachers for answering their stupid questions.

The second bell rang and soon, it was time for lunch. We (Casey, Sophie and I) were sitting at our table and talking about the announcement which was made earlier on about school rules and such. Boring, why the fuck does the school wants us to follow the rules anyway?

--

Time passed so fast. It was as though the school has just ended in a jiffy.

I leaned against my locker and thought if there was anything i could do after this. Everyone was going to the mall and they had their own plans. I didn't want to go home that early as i'll be questioned by mum about school. I didn't want to face Lance. I didn't want to do my homework. I didn't want to study. UGHHHH.

Wait a minute, Nancy's house is just around the corner.

Maybe i should..... "Hey, you coming with me?" a voice came from the back. It was Ashton who was standing behind me all this while. Oh, i guess i didn't notice. "Yeah, sure. Hm, let's go to Nancy's place. You mind?" i asked politely while hoping he would agree. "What for?" We were walking to his car already and it was just a few steps away from me. "Don't ask."

After weeks and weeks at Sunny Dale Highschool , my new school is just starting to get better . More new friends , more gossips , more assignments , gr , and of cause a closer friendship with my 2 new friends or should i say best friends , Minnie and Casey . But , Martin and i seem not right these few days , i've no idea whats wrong with him , wait .. is it my problem ? Did i like ditch him too much for my 2 new friends ? well , whatever . Not like he's the good one either . Look who keeps flirting with the cheerleaders at the locker area until forgotting my existence there . Look who keeps hanging out with chicks after school or weekends , and not even bother telling me . Gosh . He doesnt even hang out with me often , although he still say " i love you " before i sleep but i cant believe for the fact that , he asked me to WALK TO SCHOOL MYSELF , today . Thinking bout it , makes me so .. MAD . speaking bout him , he didnt even come for biology class today , ditching me alone here . so much for " We could spend mostly of our time together " . hah , yeah right . thank god i had other friends , not just hime .

Brrrrrriing ! Was that the bell ? Yes it was . Biology class is finally done . Its really boring when we're not doing experiment , although its interesting learning bout humans and animals , but i hate , frogs , especially . Biology class is so different from shows / movies . Its sure not like what Totally Spies learn , the frogs there are so much cuter . REALITY CHECK . ah , KIDDY SHOWS KIDDY SHOWS . Oops , no , no i dont watch totally spies . But its really nice looking at Ms.Jessica , she's kind of cute sometimes . There was once , she stared at the frog , well she asked all of us to and suddenly the frog jumped , and she screamt . Okay enough of er and Biology .

Next , English Literature . Damn , left my book at the locker . I guess i should hurry run to the locker and quickly take it before i'm late for Ms.Bales class . Who would want to miss his class ? He's .. FUN . So i quickly ran over to the locker . Ah damn , there's martin , hanging out with the "super" cheerleader sluts , once again . Should i talk to him ? Fine . i should .

" Hey dear , why did u skip biology this morning ? " i asked .

" Not much of a reason . i dont feel like studying biology today . is there a problem ? "

i could hear the cheerleaders whispering around themselves and asking , whose this girl ? is she new ? I heard another guy saying " she's Martin's girlfriend . " and another bitchy girl replied him and said " Soon to be ex-girlfriend " and there she go , laughing so loud as though she's the only person in the world . gosh .

" Okay . well , are u going to English literature now ? "

" Maybe , maybe not ? " " Hey you guys , are you all going ?

" Erh .. obviously . NOT ! * laughs * " said the guy .

" Well , nope im not going then . sorry babe , that i've to leave you alone . but i'm sure that you've other friends right ." He rolled his eyes . " Okay i guess i will go now . See you later . Do you want to jump in with us for my ride later ? "

" Its okay , since i can see your car can be a little bit pack later . i guess i'll just see you around."

" Okay , bye . "

Then he hugged me and kissed my cheek . I watched him leave , waving goodbye . He's just so different right now . He's not the Martin i used to know . Oh gosh , Sophie , stay strong . Dont cry , dont even think of shedding a tear . ARGH ! cant stand it . gotta run to the washroom . Thank god noone's in there . 10 more minutes .

Okay , went out . I walked slowly to room 207 , as i still have time left . I looked down and thought about what the cheerleaders and of the guy said . " soon to be ex-girlfriend ? " Is he going to like break up with me or something ?

AH , i bang someone again . my books fell , and i wanted to kneel to pick it up . Then there's Trace . kneeling down and pick my books up for me .

" Hi , you are Sophie right ? Martin's girlfriend ? " Handling over my books .

" Thanks . Err yeahh . You are .. Tttrrrace right ? "

" Yeapp . Welcome . Are you okay ?.. You seem a little down . "

" Hm , nah im fine . "

" Come on , tell me . I can read a girl's mind okay ? Dont underestimate me . " He smiled .

Ah his smile . so charming and so irresistible .

" Oh well , its a long long story . " I chuckled .

" Dont worry . I've plenty of time . I mean if you have time too , and if you want to tell me ... "

" I would love to tell you but .. i gotta run for my English Literature class right now . I'm sorry ."

" Why not after school ? Do you have some plans or anything ? Maybe we could walk to the cafe near the school , have a talk and i'll walk you home ? I heard that the drinks there are really nice "

" Haha why not ? You have the plans , i'm ready to go . Okay i'll meet you after school ? "

" Yeah yeah . Sure . Once you come out of the class , i'll be right infront of you , i promise . " He walked and left .

" Okay ...See you later . " i shouted hoping he could hear it . Oh yes he did . He winked at me .

Was he trying to like , go out with me ?? OH god , stop thinking bout it . Shit , English Literature class . I hurried and walk to room 207 . Thank god , Mr.Bales not there yet . I walked in and saw Casey over there . So i went and join her , and sat next to her . Casey wasnt there yet . Then , Casey came and joined us .
It was lunch . Minnie and i were hungry so we went to the cafeteria as soon as the bell ring . We were at our usual table . Then Casey came and sat beside Minnie .

“ Hey, you’re not eating? ” I asked .

“ Nah, not hungry . ” She replied.

We had our talks bout announcements trying to warn Casey bout school rules and such .

*********
Brrring ! School ended . Trace was right . He waited for me outside my class .

I threw the cigarette on the floor and brushed the ashes of off me. How long have I been in here? I took out my cellphone and checked the time. Oh, greattt. I missed English. The only subject I’m interested in. Ugh, I feel bad for Mimi. I asked her to save me a seat and I totally blew her off. I slinged my bag over my shoulder and walked out of the cubicle. I stepped out of the ladies’, after washing my face. As I made my way over to the cafeteria, I popped a mint gum in my mouth. What’s next?

*********

SCHOOL WAS SUCH A BORE! School ended as soon as the bell rang. Everyone was rushing to get home. Where’s Mimi? I’m counting on her for my ride back. I waited at the front door, hoping to spot her. What was she wearing again? Er… hmmm… erm… Ok, I give up. I have completely no idea. While waiting for her to show up, I decided to check out the hotties in Sunny Dale. I looked around and stopped my eyes at ..ooo, that’s Josh! Total hottie. Wavy brunette hair. Grey eyes (so rare!). Oh, I could almost melt if he had those eyes on me. Wait a minute, I’ve seen him before. Right, he’s in the drama club. He once acted as Romeo in Sunny Dale Middle School. Oh yeah, he fits that part way too well. Before I realized it, I was staring. I quickly looked away and walked forward. Bang! Owww, that hurt! I looked up and saw Mimi. She was holding her head in both her hands too. “Casey! Watch where you’re going!” I shook my head. As I was rubbing my head, there was someone beside Mimi. Huh, who’s that? New friend I suppose? I guess the girl realized I was looking at her cause then she said, “Hey, I’m Sophie.” She put out a hand for me to shake it.

“Hey. Casey,” I replied, shaking her hand.

“Oh. Yeah, Sophie was in English this morning. Why didn’t you show by the way?” Mimi asked, concerned.

“Sorry. I was having uh… well, you know.”

“Uh huh. Okay, whatever. Hitching a ride?”

“Yeah.”

“You coming along, Sophie?” I asked, smiling.

“I would love to, but Martin’s giving me a ride home,” Sophie replied, smiling back weakly.

“Oh, it’s ok. We’ll catch up with you tomorrow?” Mimi asked.

“Yeah, sure. See you guys!” Sophie said.

She walked off, turning back to wave goodbye at us. And she’s gone. I turned to Mimi.

“Hmm, she seems nice. Martin deserves her,” I said.

“You’ve only met her like a few minutes ago.”

“I can see it,” I replied. We looked at each other and burst out laughing. I can be sooo lame sometimes. Another one of my flaws. “Let’s head home. I’m starting to get sleepy,” I pointed out. “It’s only the first day of school, Case!” I grabbed Mimi’s hand and pulled her out of the front door. She stopped me. “Wait! We gotta wait for Ashton. He’s driving me home,” Mimi said. “Ah, ok. Hmmm, soo… Ashton eh?” “No! Nothing’s going on! He’s my brother’s friend,” she replied. Quite quickly in fact. “Oookay, Mimi. Whatever you say.” I grinned at her and she rolled her eyes.

“Oh, hey, Ashton!” I looked behind me and saw Ashton. He is kind of cute. I pushed my thoughts away. No way! I’m never ever going to fuck Ashton so I’d better get it off my mind before I go overboard.

“Hey, Mimi, Casey. Ready?” he asked.

“Yeah. Let’s go,” Mimi replied. I nodded and followed them. Hmm, I wonder what car Ashton owns. As we walked, I looked around to see which car we stopped at. Oh……. Oh my god! He owns a Mercedes! A black one. Nice! I don’t know much about cars, just to let you know. “Are you kidding me?” I asked aloud. Oops! That wasn’t supposed to come out. Mimi and Ashton turned to look at me. “What’s wrong?” Mimi asked. “Oh, er nothing,” I replied, covering up my awe. I’m Casey Daniels! I’m not supposed to be surprised by a damn Mercedes! I opened the back door and slid myself in. Mimi took the passenger seat. I guess it was only polite. Ashton started the engine and left the building! Ahhh, at last. School’s over for the day. No stress, no nothing.

Five minutes later, I reached home. I waved to Mimi and thanked Ashton for the ride. I stood on the front porch and watched them go off. I took out my keys and unlocked the door. “Mum?” I called. “Mum, are you there?!” I shouted. Huh, no one’s home. I went into the kitchen and took a packet of chips. I ran up the stairs to my room, locked the door and threw my bag on my bed. What should I do now? No homework. Well, I do have some, but not that I bother doing. I decided to go online. I went to my study table and turned on my laptop. I spun around in my chair while waiting for it to finish loading. Ok, here it is. I signed in and waited for either Mimi or someone decent to chat with.

5 minutes later….

I put my feet on the table and leaned my back on the chair.

10 minutes later….

Are you serious?! No one is online?!

15 minutes later….

Omg! I tore open the packet of chips and started munching on them.

*Blip* Oh, thank god! It was Mimi.

"So, Sophie huh? Where are you from?"
" Florida. "
" Cool."

I had a small talk with Sophie and she's really friendly! We walked out of the room together as soon as English class was over and i must say, she's one hell talkative person. I liked it! That way, i didn't have to waste my time, thinking for random shitty topics. I could let her do all the talking. Easy!

At first, i was being the fucked up one. I didn't even bother to speak up or to just look at her. Ugh. I know, i know. Wtf is wrong with you, Minnie? She's just like you, for god's sake!

Well, not physically.

She has brown eyes and curly blonde hair, just like me. No, except, mine isn't curly. Hm, sort of curled but not curled. Mine's more to the natural side. Hah. You don't get me, do you? Anyway.. the main problem was, me. I wasn't being myself most of the time.

Half the time. Yeah, not all the time. UGHHH. What am i saying. Half the time doesn't make any sense.

But, somehow, we made it through.

"What's your favourite color?" Sophie asked.

"White. WAIT! no." i shook my head and said, "Green? Blue? Ugh, i dont know man. Definitely not brown."

"NOO, i hate white. White.. Ugh, white brings me bad luck! There was once.." and she started telling me her grandmother stories.

Fuck, we didn't have much in common.

Anyway, she then told me she had to find Martin and his friends already. (ya right, i bet she wanted to get rid of me.) And so, i was alone. I didn't manage to spot Casey in the school's cafeteria. It was huge. It was even bigger than the football field! Imagine that. I suppose, there were an average of 880 students in there. Look how pack it was?

But one thing's for sure, everyone seemed happy with their group of friends.

Except.. me.

Where was Casey? Where could she be?

Sigh.

I walked toward Max's table to join them. I hope they didn't mind. Max saw me coming over and started waving his hands in the air. I grabbed a chair and sat down quietly. Phew, luckily no one was distracted by me. I then tried to catch up with the conversation.

"My sis said it was awesome. There were plenty of people screaming in the cinema!" exclaimed Yumi.

"Really? Oh wow, we should watch it then!" Max pushed his chair back and stood up. "Friday night anyone?"

I guess, they were talking about this new horror movie that's screening on the cinema and it sounded, somehow, catchy to me. Everyone seemed to agree to go out on Friday so i guess i'll come along too. After all, i don't think i have any plans for Friday night.

Sigh, i was missing Casey already. We always have a sleepover on Friday. I guess, things have changed.

"Hey Minnie." a male voice came from the back. I turned to see Kelvin, the guy from History class. He was looking good, as always. "Hi, Kelvin." i smiled politely. "You.. okay?" "Yeah sure. What makes you think i'm not?" "Your smile.." he murmured.

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Finally, school's over and i was exhausted. Like what the hell, the first day of school today was totally different from what i'd expected it to be. New friends? Horrible teachers? Nice locker number? Casey missing? Nevertheless, i was feeling excited at the same time because Casey was going back with me. She must have a good explanation about cutting English class today. Sigh. Oh, Sophie was coming along too. She wanted to meet Casey so i guess it was fine. We talked about books which we've read so far, while walking toward the front gate. Oh, while we were on our way, we kinda got lost. What the fuck. We started asking people for directions and they sort of. Hm, pranked us?

NOT FUNNY!

They told us the front gate was at the back of the school and when we got there, we saw people taking cigarettes out of their pockets. UGH. Smokers suck big time. They gave us the stare and we quickly escaped from them. We ran as fast as we could and before we know it, we were already at the front gate. Geesh.

Anyway, i believe in karma! what goes around, comes around. I hope one day, those people whom we asked, will get lost in this school too and when THEY ask me, i'll tell them to go right and hit the wall.

After all the introduction shit (between Casey and Sophie), Ashton drove us back and Casey seem to be really quiet in the car. Normally, she would tell me about the hottest guy she met today and so on. I guess she had something in mind. But what could it be? I'll ask her on AIM later. Meanwhile, there was this awesome song i knew which was playing on the radio for some time already. Oh my god, my favourite part.

"Your vain your games your insecure!" Ashton and i shouted at the same time.

Hey, that was so cool!

"OMG. Did we just .. sing at the same time?" i giggled shyly.

"Sang?" he laughed. "That wasn't even singing. I guess we did." he flashed a smile back at me.

"Coincidentally?"

"Maybe."

We dropped Casey off at her house and said our goodbyes. Ashton continued driving and oh there was another song on the radio again.

"It's too late to apologize. It's too late!" Wow, i'm impressed. Ashton could really sing! Hah, i think he has the voice of the best singer in the world mann. God, no i'm not exaggerating.

Okay, fine maybe i am. But he does have a nice voice..

"Why did you sound so.. nice?"

"I did? Maybe only when you're around."

"I loved you with a fire red, now it's turning blue.." he continued, singing. I shall join in too. Besides, i know the lyrics for this song.

"Sorry like the angel.. heaven let me think was you.." i tried to sing along. And for the next few minutes, we sang as loud as we could, ignoring all the stares we got from the other drivers. I felt.. different.

He stopped the car in front of my house and then turned to look at me. There was eye contact for a few seconds, and omg. I felt something between us. Something, i don't know.. It was indescribable.

Something... like....

.........

No. It can't be. I'm sure there was something on my face.

Before he could say another word, i quickly looked away and unfasten my seat belt. I took my bag and stepped out of his car. "See you later, Ashton!" I waved at him and he waved back. He gave a nod and drove off. I stood there, stoned until he was no longer to be seen. It was drizzling already but i couldn't move.

What was that all about?

I don't think it was..

Was it?

No, it wasn't. No it can't be.

"It's only the first day, Minnie. There's no such thing as love at first sight. You don't believe in that.." said the voice in my head. I was definitely thinking too much.

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I walked into the house and overheard Heroes' theme song on the telly. Isn't that.. "Eurikaaaa!" i yelled. My sister was back! I was glad to see her again. I could also hear noises coming from the kitchen and that must be my mum. Lance can't be back so early. "How was school, dear?" It was mum. I ran toward her and gave her a hug. "Great, i've made some new friends. I missed you mum!" "I missed you too! Eurika's back to normal. She's no longer sick. Thank Jesus." She did some funny hand movements and we both laughed. Apart from all that laughter, i was feeling thirsty and hungry already. Mm, is that ham sandwich? I took a can of soda out from the refrigerator and some sandwiches on the table. I went to the living room and saw my sister. She did look healthier and her face wasn't as pale as it was before already . She didn't even bother saying hi. Ugh, i then headed for my room upstairs. I put my bag down on the floor and went over to my table. God, it has been a long day. I turned the computer on to see if Casey was online.

And she was. Apparently, Sophie was too.

Minnie and i walked separate ways after a quick chat to know each other better . Then , i started to look for Martin . gosh , where is he right now , just when i need him the most . i hate walking around alone as i might get stuck or lost where nobody can even hear me screaming for help . I walked off alone . Damn it , i need to pee , at a second like this . gosh . i need to find for the ladies . Where the hell could it be . Then i walked around and hoping to see a washroom nearby . thank god , there is . I went in .. and oh my , the washroom smelt like someone just smoked or burnt something here . I went to look at all the cubicles so that when i can sense something burning i will just run like a mad cow straight right to the door . Genius idea , aint it ? Wait a second . Eh ? nothing's burning ? so perhaps someone had just smoke in here . AH , why am i bothering bout this . I quickly went to find for a clean cubicle , and i felt better . Real good .

I continued looking for Martin . locker area , that might help , i thought . I went to the locker area , oh ya , martin is there , chilling with a group of guys . I decided to walk over there and get to know his friends , maybe ?

*************

Yes , school's finally over . I'm with Minnie right now , my new best friend . She's really nice somehow , and of cause friendly too . She's pretty too , i wonder why isn't she having a boyfriend right now but i guess she's shy after all . way too shy . She has really nice blonde hair . dirty blonde , that is .

" So , Minnie , where are you going after this ? "

" No where ? Home i guess . " said Minnie .

We walked to the front door . There was this girl , who banged into Minnie . Right , it was her friend . Wasn't she the girl who was making out with a guy in the toilet during Denise's party ? It is her . She's staring at me right now . I dont think she saw me that night right ?

" Hey , I'm Sophie ." I started . I put out my hand to shake hands with her .

“ Hey . Casey , ” she replied , shaking my hand.

Minnie told her how she found me , wait , met would be more appropriate . How she met me . Casey's really nice , but she doesnt seem like one . No offence . She looks like a bad girl to me . A wild , nasty , party type who goes clubbing every night . Wait , if she isnt a bad girl , why would she randomly go to a guy and ask for sex . But maybe if i get to know her longer , i wouldnt have this expression towards her anymore . I was talking to myself in my mind .

“ You coming along , Sophie ? ” Casey asked , smiling to me .

“ I would love to, but Martin’s giving me a ride home ,” I replied, smiling back weakly.

“ Oh , it’s ok . We’ll catch up with you tomorrow ? ” Mimi asked.

“ Yeah , sure . See you guys ! ” I said.

I saw Martin a few metres away . So i walked off, turning back to wave goodbye at them . I walked to Martin . He was with , this guy . A tall guy . I think his name's Trace .
" Hey dear , are you driving me home ? or will i be walking home ? " I said , frankly . and tapped his shoulder .

" Of cause i'm fetching you . Since when i will let my baby walk home , alone ! "

" Okay , since you say that , Are you done with your friend ? " I looked at Trace , and smile .

" Martin , so i'll see you tomorrow . " Trace said . Waving goodbye to Martin and i . He put on his sweet smile on me . I stared at him , looking at him , walking further away from me . He's really friendly . Sunny Dale Highschool teenagers are real friendly .

" So are you ready to go ? " Martin said .

I didnt respond . I just stood still and still looking at Trace .

" Baby , whats wrong with you ? " Martin popped his face right infront of me which totally made me shocked .

" Oh oh , nothing's wrong . Lets go get your car . " I replied .

We walked , and i turned behind to look at Trace . Gosh whats wrong with me . We walked to Martin's car . We got in , and he started driving . After 10 minutes of driving , i made it home . Said goodbye and gave him a kiss . I went out of the car and waved at him . I went in the house and nobody was home . Parents are working right now , probably will be back few hours later .

I walked up the stairs , dragging my bag . I was really tired and feeling very lazy . I put my bag on the chair and laid down on the bed . 15 minutes after , i went to the computer and switched it on . I added Minnie on my online contacts . Then she came online . Thank god , i wont be bored right now .

I stifled a yawn. Oh god, it’s only the damn first period and I’m already tired. I walked out of class and waved to Billy. “See ya around, Bills!” “Yeah, see ya!” he replied. Hmmm, what do I have now? I took out my schedule and looked at it. English Literature. Room 113. Ok, well, off I go. I walked down the stairs and saw a bunch of people getting their books out of their lockers. Oh wait, damnnn. All the drama that morning made me forget to get my locker key. Just my luck, I have to walk all the way back to the administration office. I spun around and continued walking to the office. I bumped into Fred on the way there. “Oh, hey Casey,” he said. “Hey. What’s up?” “Nothing much.” “See ya!” Fred…. He’s my chemistry partner. Great guy. Just doesn’t get dates. Anyway, as I made my way, I spotted Mimi outside the office. “Hey, Mims!” I called to her. She turned to look at me. Hold up! Who’s that beside her? Oh my god! Is that Max? Is he asking her out? Smells like juicy gossip! I walked towards her until I was right in front of her face. “About time?!” Mimi replied, giving me the evil stare. I ignored her and rolled my eyes. She’s such a pain sometimes. “So what’s up?” I asked, turning to look at Max. He’s pretty hot, I must say. That body… Must be all that hard work from being the captain of the swim team. “Erm…no.. no one. So, how’s Billy?” Mimi stammered. Before I could reply, Max put his hands on Mimi’s shoulders and said, “Hey, er, Minnie, I’ll.. see you around.” He put his hands in his pocket and walked away. Now’s my chance. I have to get her to spill the beans! “Oh come on. What was Max talking to you about? Tell me,” I pleaded. Mimi sighed. I can see it! She’s going to lie to me. “We..we were just talking about football.” “Football? Nice cover up. Since when were you interested in football? Anyway, whatever. How was party at Denise’s last night? Sorry for ditching.” Ok, I wasn’t that sorry. But she had to know I was sorry in some way. “I met some people. Good people. Where were you by the way? How was the sex?” “God! Insult much?” “It’s a damn fact. Wait, don’t tell me. You don’t know his name but it was awesome.” Shit, she got it right. “You’re just like Billy!” I scoffed. “Case, don’t lie to me. I know who you are. We’ve been best friends for 4 years. Oh and for your info, best friends don’t ditch to snag some unknown person!” What the hell?! “Ok, I admit it was awesome and I barely knew his name. But that doesn’t give you the right to point it out. I’m not a slut.” Mimi rolled her eyes. It was silent for a whole minute. I decided to break the ice. “I got to go get my locker key. What do you have next?” “English Literature. I have to get my locker key too but you go ahead first. I have to make this phone call real quick." "Well, ok." I walked into the office and went to the front table. “Casey. What can I do for you?” Ms. Secretary asked, as soon as she saw me. "I forgot my locker key," I said. Ms. Secretary smiled her perky smile. I hate that smile. “Well, Casey, here it is,” she said, handing me the key. I smiled at her ... until i found out what locker I got. 94?! Are you kidding me? I get the shitty locker?! I took the key and left the office, stuffing it in my bag. Mimi was already on her way to get in the administration office. “Which locker did you get?” Mimi asked. “94,” I replied. Mimi giggled. “It ain’t funny! I get the locker next to the damn gym.” “Stop whining will ya? At least you got a locker.” “Yeah. I'll wait for you outside then." i said. "Okay." And when Mimi was done, we walked side by side to room 113.

Finally! It seemed like forever until we reached English class. And I thought this wasn’t that big of a school. “Hey, Mims. You go ahead inside. I need to go to the ladies’ real quick. Save me a seat next to you,” I said. “Yeah, okay.” I AM IN NEED OF A CIGARETTE!! I rushed to the ladies’ and went into one of the cubicles. I took out a cigarette and lighted it. Ahhh, it feels good. I breathed in a huge puff of smoke. I know, it’s really bad for health. But I have a reason. The same reason mostly everyone has. Peer pressure. Yeah, I don’t seem like the kind of person with problems. Easy going, simple. That’s who I am outside. Inside, lie mysteries even I can’t figure out. I dropped my bag on the floor and leaned against the wall. Suddenly, I heard footsteps. “I know! Oh and did you hear? Casey Daniels fucked Tyler at Denise’s last night! Omg, she’s such a whore!” “Totally! I hear she’s almost fucked every guy in Sunny Dale. I wonder what’s her problem. She’s such an attention seeker.” “Yeah. You know Billy? He’s sooo hot! He’s like the perfect boyfriend. And guess what? He’s with Casey.” “Are you kidding me?!” “Well, they’re not a couple. But they are close.” “What?! How can someone like Billy even be friends with Casey?!” “Minnie Gasper. Know her? She’s supposedly Casey’s friend too.” “You know, I bet she’s just friends with her to be popular. There’s no real friendship between them.” “Ye-a…..Do you smell smoke?” “Oh god! Let’s get outta here!” I heard the door slam.

Tears welled up in my eyes…. Am I really that bad?

"What's your next class, Mimi?" asked Max as soon as Mr Gabe stepped out of the room. Honestly, i didn't quite enjoy History as much as i thought i would. It was really boring and he couldn't stop talking about his wife. Oh, how beautiful she is. BULLSHIT! We're learning about History damn it and furthermore, i don't think anyone was interested in the story anyway. Oh and, to make things worse, he sounded so annoying and he couldn't even pronounce the words from the text given, clearly! Trust me, it was bad. Is he like, what, from somewhere around the Asia side? Ughh, if i had tissues in my bag, i'd stuff it into his mouth already. Besides, he's always observing us with those ferocious eyes of his. And, when i said us, i meant my friends and i. Geesh, chill bro. I didn't bother listening to him though. Oh, wait. I had to pretend that i'd listen because he would pick on those people who never seem to care much about History and start asking them questions! UGGHH. I. hate. Mr Gabe. History. Mr Gabe. History. WHATEVER.

"Minnie?" shit, and again, i've forgotten i was having a conversation with Max. "Oh, sorry sorry. Erm.." i paused to get my bag. Where's my bag? Shit, where the hell is my bag!? My expensive baby Dior St. Tropez Tote! I went back to my seat to double check if it wasn't really there. OMFG, IT WASN'T. Max's place? no. Kelvin? no. I.. omfg, i can't even remember where i last saw my bag. What the fuck is wrong with me? Okay, Mimi. Don't panic, don't panic. It's just a bag. Psh, hell it cost me a fortune! I shall curse whoever.. "Are you looking for your bag?" asked Yumi shyly. "YES." i replied with a nod. She must have took it. Ugh, i knew she wasn't nice. I just knew she was bad. She had the look. She hates me. She must have.. "It's just on the table, behind you." explained Yumi, trying to make me think she was innocent and all. What the fuck. Was i blind or just.. ridiculously blind. Okay, that didn't even make any sense. I hurriedly took my bag from the chair and checked my schedule. That's when i realize, Kelvin was looking over. I quickly ignored his rather scary stare and said, "It's English i'm having, room 113. Do you know where is it?" i asked politely. "Oh, yeah sure. I'll take you there." Max said and winked at me. Then, he walked toward his group of friends at the corner of the room and had a little talk with them. I couldn't hear what the conversation was all about but nah, i guess it wasn't nice of me to hear either. Doing that would make me earn the title, "The Fucked up Eavesdropper."

After having a good laugh with his friends, he came back to me and said, "Let's go." "What about your friends? It's not really nice of you to just ditch them like that.." i muttered. "They don't mind." "Okay, if you say so.." i caught Kelvin looking over again and i gently waved my hand to say goodbye. He didn't seem happy and he wasn't talking much with his friends either. He was just listening and nodding his head most of the time. I wonder what was he thinking? What problems he had? Noo, something tells me. He.. He was.. Nah, i think it was just the weather.

We walked out of the room and he told me more about this awesome school. Sunny Dales High school. It seem to be more than 30 years old already. Wow, and come to think of it, everything here still does seem new and clean to me. I guess, the students here are more.. hm, what's that word? Oh yes, disciplined. "So, what's your locker number?" asked Max. "Shit, i've just remembered, i forgot to get a locker!" i gushed. "Never mind, we'll pay a little visit to the administration office before class." Ughh, i hope i won't be late. English's like the my favourite subject! And, the teacher better not spoil it like how Mr Gabe did. Argh.

On our way to the office, which took us about 5 minutes only i suppose, i finally saw Casey and she was alone. Okay, that's definitely not what i can see everyday. Normally, she would have a guy with her. Some blondie, or a footballer. Or, Billy. Hm, i guess that guy's sick of her ditching him too. Just like me! Hah, we're always Casey's little victims. Sigh, if only one day, just one day, i can do it back to her too. LET HER KNOW HOW IT FEELS LIKE. to be. ..... ditched. Ugh, anyway, we had a little talk and ended up, i had to ditch Max instead. It wasn't entirely my fault! I was carried away by Casey and i guess he felt left out. I'll apologize to him later. Casey went into the administration office to get the key while i had to call my mum for a while. I needed to ask her how my baby sister was. She was admitted to the hospital because she was having a high fever. Poor girl. After talking to mummy, i went over to the administration lady who was sitting at the counter and asked for a locker. "What number would you like, Minnie?" she asked politely. "WOW, you know m-me? Um, my name i meant." i whispered softly. "The whole school knows you, my dear." she replied. That's strange. How did the whole school know me in just a day? "Erm, 79 please. If it's available.." i requested. "Why 79? Is it your birthday?" asked the kind lady. "Nope, it's just.. i don't know either." i replied simply. "Hm, here it is. Locker 79. You're lucky it's near the Boys' washroom." she looked up and gave me that suspicious look. "Why am i lucky to have a locker near a washroom?" i asked curiously. "You're funny, Minnie!" she giggled. For one moment, i was stoned. I wasn't even sure if that was a compliment. "Take the key. Quick, you wouldn't want to be late for class." "OH, yeah. right! thanks." i took the key and left the administration office. That lady was nice. "What took you so long!?" asked Casey rudely. "Sorry. Come on, let's get to class."

"So anything happened lately?" asked Casey casually. "No, not really. I've made friends, that's all. They seem nice to me." "Hot?" "Really." i giggled. "What are their names? Don't tell me! John." By the look in her eyes, i knew she was interested already. Whenever we're talking about boys, she'd be really hyped up. "NO, that's so gay! Hm, Max, Kelvin, Yumi.." "Hold it, did you just say Kelvin?" "Erm, yeah...?" "He's a good kisser." "God, what are you. I don't think you're human at all. Have you kissed all the guys in school already?" "Almost." she grinned at me and without us realizing, we've arrived at our destination. "Here it is, room 113. Aren't you excited!? It's going to be, English, You, Me. Ahhh!" i exlaimed. "Er, no not really." she replied stiffly. She's acting all weird again. Her face expression changes from the bubbly Casey to the very stressed out Casey. I wonder what's wrong with her? Ugh, maybe she hated English, that's all. She then told me, she had to use the washroom before the class has even started. Yes, the teacher was late.

As i stepped into the room, Ashton surprised me by the door. I gave a tiny scream. "What was that for?" "Nothing.." he replied in a squeaky voice. He walked me to my seat at the back of the class and for one moment, no one spoke. After taking our seats, he took this opportunity to start a conversation with me. "You seem sad," "No, i'm fine." Forget saving a seat for Casey, i bet she's cutting class anyway. I know her too well. "Mimi, are you sure you're OK?" "No.. i'm really fine. Don't tell this to my brother will you? I don't want him to question me later." "Sure thing. Oh, look, it's our teacher."

Mr Bales, huh? I hate that name.

The bald dude was talking in front of the class but no one seem to be listening to him. Hah, sucker. He's so boring! I thought English would be fun but it wasn't, without Casey. I turned to my right to find Ashton, paying full attention in class. "Pssss." He responded and smiled at me. "I'm fetching you back today. Feeling lucky?" "Lucky? For?" "Having the chance to be driven back home by this hot stuff over here." He then pointed at his chest and grinned at me. I giggled softly, "Uh, yes, i'm feeling very lucky already." "Miss Gasper, would you stop talking?" demanded Mr Bales. "Sorry.." i murmured. Why do i keep getting scolded by the teachers today? Gosh, it's only my second period. Whatever, i passed notes with Ashton anyway.

The bell rang, and i hurriedly walked out of the room. Due to my clumsiness, i then bumped into the girl i met at the party yesterday. The girl who was wearing the same charm bracelet as me. The girl with the sweetest boy i've ever met (no i'm not jealous) The girl, Sophie Cassandra.

Martin and i walked out of the class , and we were at the hallway . we needed to find where was room 113 . the map said its on the second floor , so we went to look around at the floor . Right , found it , Room 113 . Its our English Literature Class . hm , hope this will be fun . Both of us went in the class and got a seat , the second row from the back , at the side . EH , wait a minute ? isnt it the girl who i've bumped into during Denise's party ? the one that looked rather lost and lonely , i thought . Well , my seat was right infront of her . maybe , we can be friends or something ?? Suddenly , this man teacher , with a bald head came in . " Goood morning class , i am your Literature teacher , Mr.Bales " Ah , Mr.Bales . He seems .... fun and sporting . Well , without waiting any longer , i took out my cellphone and started to play games . Happy Three Friends , my favourite . Although its really violent and disgusting but i totally love it . Martin was also playing with his cellphone , watching porn perhaps ? When i was halfway playing , i saw this person standing right infront of me , it was er .. Mr.Bales . " Ah , Ms ...... " he looked at my book . "Ms . Sophie , did you ever know that you're not allowed to use the cellphone during class hours ? And same goes to you too , Mr ... " He pointed at Martin . " Mr . Martin " , He replied . " But , due to the fact that today is the first day of school for all of us , i'm going to let you two off this time . BUT ... there wont be anymore second time " He said . " Yes sir . Sorry sir " I said . Phew , thank god , no detention during the first day of school . I was right , he is FUN and SPORTING . i'm starting to like him more and more .

Brrrrrinnggg ! Yes , second period of the day , its finally over . Time to explore the cafeteria right now . When i wanted to put my books and file right into my bag again , this girl , banged me and my file slipped out of my hand and fell off . Ah . Great . Suddenly , this girl , picked it up for me . The girl who i've bumped into . She smiled and handed the file to me . She looked quite friendly . " Thank you " I said . " Welcome . Minnie Gasper , you ? " She replied . " Sophie Cassandra , Nice to meet you . " " Well , same to you too . " She smiled . " Babe , it looks like you have a new friend right here , so i'm going to leave you with her alright ? i'm going to meet new friends too , on my own . Is that alright with you ? Oh by the way , I'm Martin , Nice to meet you " He shook hands with Minnie . Minnie just smiled and didnt really react much . I guess she was shy . " Alright dear . See you later . " He gave me a kiss on the forehead and left the class . Minnie and i waved at him while he walked out of the class . Minnie Gasper , my First Friend for the day , in a new highschool . I hope we'll become best friends .

Urgh! My head is pounding so hard! I can’t get up! That is one thing I hate. The result of getting so drunk after a party. I turned on the lamp on my bedside table and tried to remember what happened the night before. Great night. I looked at the clock and realized I was SUPER LATE for my first day of tenth grade at Sunny Dale High School. What a first impression I’ll make. I got up slowly, trying so hard not to move too much. I walked to the bathroom, brushed my teeth and took a really quick shower. I pulled on some shirt and jeans and took my bag downstairs. I saw my mum watching the news on the living room couch. “What the hell? You didn’t even bother waking me up? It’s my fucking first day!” I said, walking to the kitchen to grab something to eat. “You’re 16, Casey! You can take care of yourself. What you do is your responsibility,” mum replied. “Yeah, oookay. Whatever.” I rolled my eyes and slammed the front door shut. God, what a mum I have. She’s such a bitch. Dad was probably off at work, or banging someone else’s wife. Who the fuck knows what he does anyway. I don’t give shits. I hate living at home. As I walked to school (school buses were no where to be seen), I slinged my bag over my shoulder and enjoyed the breeze. Spring time. The season I loved the most. 20 minutes later, I finally reached school. I walked slowly to the administration office to get my schedule for the year. One glance at the secretary as she looked at me and I knew I was in trouble. “Casey?” I yawned as I nodded my head. “The principle would like to see you,” Ms. Secretary said. “Whatever. Could you pass me my schedule first?” I replied lazily. “Err, I’m sorry. Mrs. Goy would like to see you first.” “Okok. Gosh, what a pain.” I went out of the office and continued my way to the principle’s office. It wasn’t much of a distance. Before I knew it, I was already there. Well, here goes. Prepare for the lecture. I knocked twice and heard someone asking me to come in. “Ah, Casey.” Mrs. Goy was seated in the black luxurious chair only she had. I took my seat in front of her and waited for the bloody lecture. “At least you still have your manners. Thank you for knocking,” Mrs. Goy said. “What is it? Why do I get called on the first damn day of school?” “Mind your language, Casey. This is no place for nonsense.” Nonsense? What is she saying? ‘Damn’ isn’t even foul. “So what is it?” I said, trying to get this thing to finish. “Do you realize what time is it?” “There’s a clock, right there in front of you.” “Care to explain, Casey?” Ms. Goy said, ignoring my remark. “Ok, I was in a car accident. My mum’s in the hospital right now.” Better lie than telling the truth. She’d suspend me a whole month if she found out the truth. “No time for your lies, Casey.” “Mrs. Goy, I’m not joking. Why would I lie for such serious things?” I put on a straight face and looked right into her eyes. I admit, I’m good at lying. “It’s a little hard to trust you now. After the other lies you made.” “What other lies? Everything that comes out of this mouth,” I pointed to my mouth, “is true. Believe me.” Mrs. Goy sighed. Yes! She’s going to let me off. I can see it in her eyes. “I’ll let you off this time. But don’t ever repeat this, or you’ll regret it.” Phew! “Okok.” I got up from my seat and left her office. I walked back to the administration office. Mann, what a waste of time. “Now, can I have my damn schedule? I’m already beyond late,” I said, stepping into the office and glaring at Ms. Secretary. “Yes. Here,” she replied, handing me my schedule. “Thanks.” I checked the time and looked at my schedule. Ok, I have Physics now.

Using the smallest strides, I walked to room 207 on the second floor. Physics lab. Finally, I reached room 207 and opened the door. Mr. I-don’t-know-what-his-name-is was staring at me. “Sorry I’m late. Mrs. Goy wanted to see me,” I explained. He nodded my way and gestured me to take my seat. I looked around. Billy! There I see him, sitting down alone with a worried face on. I went to take my seat next to him. “Hey,” I whispered. “Where the hell were you?” he whispered back. “Nice greeting,” I said, sarcastically. “Sorry. Hey.” “I slept in.” “What?! Didn’t you bother turning on your alarm clock before dozing off?” “I was at Denise’s last night. Party remember? Speaking of which, where were you? I was looking for you everywhere.” “Yeah, I doubt that. I bet you ditched Mimi again to go snag some random guy.” “I did not!” I looked away from him. He’s always underestimating me. Ok, no, he doesn’t. He just knows me too well. “Rightttt. I’ll pretend I believe you.” “Ok, you’re right. But it was so worth it.” “Worth more than your friendship with Mimi?” I rolled my eyes at him. “Don’t give me that prep talk, please.” “I’m just saying.” “Whatever. Anyway, why didn’t you show last night?” “I had a thing.” That was it? A thing?! “What thing?” I asked. “A thing. Do I have to let you know everything?” “Fine. Don’t let me know. I don’t care.” “Why do you have to be so hard?” Me? Hard? Speak for yourself.” “You’re the wild, crazy one who’s so self absorbed!” Ouch. That hurt. I didn’t reply him. I just sat there in silence, pretending to listen to Mr. Whatever-his-name-was. Billy turned to me. He reached his hand to touch mine. I pulled away quickly. “I’m sorry, ok? I just get so pissed at you sometimes. You only ever cared about yourself,” he whispered. I sighed and turned to him. “That is soo not true. I care about you, I care about Mimi. I know sometimes, I get too much into myself. Well, I’m sorry too.” He put his hand around my shoulders and kissed me on the forehead when Mr. Physics wasn’t looking.

Brrriinngg !! Physics was such a drag! I didn’t understand anything. Ok, it was kinda my fault. My attention span was not my very best. Then again, it was never the best."Well open up your mind and see like me.. open up your plans and damn you're free... Look into your heart and you'll find love love love.." annoying electronic singing device, where the hell is the off button or something. GOD, i want it to stop making noise already. It's waking me up! Annoying annoying annoying piece of shit. "Mary!" i yelled. Surprisingly, no one responds. Huh, this is strange.. "Maryyyy!" i tried again. Ugh, where's everyone!? It's Sunday and at this time, she should be cleaning my brother's room just next door. I tried to give another shot. I yelled again, even louder this time. "Mary, get the fuck up here!"

No, i wasn't pissed. I just needed someone to help me with the device, that's all.

Mary knocked on the door softly and tip-toped into my room. She seem to be scared of me, i think i must have frightened her. "What is it, madam?" she asked in a polite manner. "Take this square little electronic device, and throw it somewhere! Get it away from me." i demanded. "But, madam, it's time for you to get to school. and that's an alarm clock." Mary replied innocently. "Alarm clock?" i said, barely awake while scratching my head. "School.. First day of school.." i said, while dragging myself out of bed. I think the stupid device woke me up already. Correction, my alarm clock. Geesh, school huh. School.. Fuck, my head was starting to hurt so badly. Oh no, everything was coming back to me. Last night.. This morning.. Denise's party.. Found Casey in the toilet.. Craving for food.. Meeting sex maniacs.. Mike. "UGHHH I'M LATE FOR SCHOOL!"

I ran toward my bathroom and looked at my reflection in the mirror. Fuck, is that me? "I look like Mary's mum!" I shrieked. Ignoring how horrible i looked in the morning, i brushed my teeth and took a shower in just 10 minutes. Then, i headed to my dressing room in my towel. What to wear, what to wear. Not too much glitter and glamor.. Ah, this shall do it. I put one of my favorite tight jeans on and a decent looking blue V-neck sweater top. I took another glance at myself in the mirror and was totally satisfied on how i look. Okay, Minnie Gasper, this is your chance to shine! You'll have those boys drooling at you in no time! Oh what the fuck, who am i kidding.

"Lance, drive me to school please, will ya?" i said while pouring fresh orange juice from the jar into my glass. "No can't do, i have an assignment to catch up on." "Then who's fetching me to school!? It's my freaking first day, you know. I can't possibly be late. It'll ruin my reputation." i said while flipping my hair back. Maybe i should tie up my hair, just in case, you know, the school's air conditioner breaks down or something. "No problem, my friend will drive you then. He's going there too." he said. "Your friend?" i asked while tying my hair up. Ah, this is better. Suddenly, i could hear some weird music being played from the outside. "That must be him. Enjoy your first day of school!" he smiled at me and gave me a hug. "Okay, wish me luck." I sighed and left the house. I wasn't happy with the fact that i was going to be sitting in someone's car. Someone whom i don't even know. Who knows, he might turn out to be one of those sex maniacs i met at Denise's house. Or worse, he might be some.. some.. some.. pure evil murderer. Oh God, please no please.

Hey, that guy seem rather familiar looking.

"Aren't you Minnie from Denise's party last night?" he smiled, slipping his left hand into his pocket. "Yeah, and you are?" i replied without a moment's hesitation. "Nice to meet you, i'm Ashton, Mike's friend." he smiled at me and fuck he's even cuter than Mike! He's a brunette and he has gray eyes. He's not too skinny nor too bulky. Is bulky even the right word to put it? Whatever, he's even taller than me. Wow. I think i should break this awkward silence anytime now. "Nice to meet you too. Lovely name you have there." i smiled and shook hands with him. Okay, stop it, Minnie. Ugh, i got into his car and without any longer, we were already on our way to school.

He turned on some weird music again which has the same nice beat being played over and over again for a few minutes. I took the courage to ask him what was all the weird music about and he then stared at me disbelief. His gray eyes went wide open (damn he was so cute) and answered, "Minnie, it's not weird. and it's called techno for Pete's sake. Don't you hear techno?" "Tech what?" i asked, not knowing what he was talking about. "Tech-noooo. Uh, nevermind. i'm sure you hear classical music all the time." he replied simply. "Ughh, i don't! I hear what's on the radio." "Oh, hm, let's turn the radio on then." He did some clicking and woo. The stupid weird music was gone.

Ashton parked his car near the school and we went to the administration office to get our schedules together. After taking our schedules, we said our goodbyes and i had to find room 198 all by myself. I wonder how was Casey doing? Is she alright with Billy? Argh, forget Casey, i had to find the damn room. Oh no.. the headache's coming back. Out of a sudden, i felt really dizzy and my tummy was growling. "I'm sorry, stomach. you have to be empty for a while." Maybe i should sit on that bench, over there. I walked toward the bench and sat down. "Right, this feels good." The headache was going away already, YES. About time?!? "You seem lost." a male voice asked. I looked up to see a guy with messy blonde hair and he had freckles on his cheeks. "Erm, no. i'm fine thanks." I ran away before he could speak another word. Damn it, i was being shy again.

I managed to find room 198 all by myself and it was just on the second floor. Though, there were a few guys who tried to help me but i didn't quite believe them. I think they were trying to influence me to cut class. Hah. I went into the room but i didn't know anyone there. Sigh, i then chose a seat at the back of the class and sat down quietly. I didn't dare to make a move or even try talking to the girl beside me. She was busy talking to her own friends anyway. I must find Casey soon or i'll have to spend the whole day alone! "Good morning, i'm Mr Gabe and i'll be your history teacher." He had a big tummy, and his skin tone was dark i suppose. "There's a new student with us today, Miss.. Gasper. Miss Gasper, where are you?" i was stunned as i didn't know he would just say my name out to the class! Total embarrassment. I'm not a kid anymore, why do they still do this to me! Argh, I raised up my hand unwillingly and he gave a nod. "Glad to have you here with us, Miss Gasper." I mumbled, "Its, Minnie." "Ah, yes Minnie. Okay, class. Today, we'll be learning about how.." he starts blabbing about first chapter, which i absolutely have no idea what he was talking about. Pshh, i'll study at home then. I started to look around the class, trying to spot Casey, but i didn't see her anywhere. I hope she's fine.

"Hey, you must be Minnie." asked a guy from my right. I turned toward him and replied, "Yeah, and you are?" "Call me Max will do." "Oh. Hello Max." i replied with a smile. "History is just so boring. Are you doing anything after this?" he asked curiously. "I have a class to attend, duh. but i don't know how to get there." "Oh, right right. you're new." he did some signals to his friends and then winked at me. "Ugh, yeah.." "Hey Minnie." said a guy beside Max. I waved at him and whispered, "He is?" "Kelvin. He saw you last night at Denise's party but he didn't have the guts to talk to you." said Max jokingly and i giggled. "Minnie, is there anything you would like to share?" Mr Gabe interrupted. "No, nothing." I gasped. That was scary.

Ugh, i need a gum. I took out a pack of chewing gums from my Dior bag and put it in my mouth. God, this is good. I could hear Mr Gabe's voice, coming from the back. "And so Japan took over the city, oh and Miss Gasper, take that gum out of your mouth." What the fuck?! How did he know? He didn't even turn to look at me! Whatever, i ignored him anyway. "Pss.. you're doing great!" exclaimed Max. "Doing what?" "Not listening to him." "Ha-ha. Stupid old man." i whispered to him. "Doing anything after school?" asked Kelvin anxiously. "Nah, i'm not sure. will let you know." i said. "Okay, let's exchange numbers then."

I'm starting to like this school already. Everyone's being nice to me and i've met a couple of new friends. The bell rang and i was relieved. I rushed out of class and went for my next class. I hope i get to see Casey this time and she better have a good story about the sex.

I was lost in my dreams , thanks to my alarm clock , i manage to get out of it . it was already 6.30am . i quickly get my ass off the bed and dragged my feet into the bathroom . i looked at myself in the mirror . my hair was all messed up , it looks like i havent comb my hair in 10 years . i combed my hair and brushed my teeth . i bathed quickly as i heard a car engine sound outside the window . i guess it was Martin . He has never been this early , but who cares , the earlier , the better , i can leave the house . So i got myself dressed up , tied my hair , got my bag from the chair and walked down the stairs . Tracy and James was at the stairs , waiting for me to come down . " OH my BABYGIRL , finally 16 , are you ready for highschool ? The first day man , arent you excited ? " said James . Both of them gave me a kiss on both cheeks . " Oh hm yeah sure . Wait a minute , when did u finally come home after decades ? " I put on my brown coat and rolled my eyes . " Oh dear , dont talk like that to your dad . " Tracy sounded as if she was scolding me . " Sweetheart , dont you miss me after 2 weeks at Cali ? " James said . " oh yeah , definitely . " I took out a bottle of milk from the refrigerator . " Sophie , better get on your shoes , martin had waited for so long . " Tracy said . I was thinking whether do i really miss my dad when he was away for 2 weeks that i even forgotten all bout Martin . " OH RIGHT . okay , got to go , or i'll be late for school . goodbye . " I walked straight to the door , and slammed it . I could hear Tracy saying " HEY WAIT HONEY , how bout a kis ..... " I didnt bother to look back . Kisses ? its been years since she asked me for a kiss on first day of school . I walked out , and opened the door of Martin's car . " Morning baby , you dont look tired to me , got a good rest eh ? " He gave me a kiss after that . " Yes , a very good one . " Then i on the CD PLAYER and insert some random CD . okay well , it sounded so strange . i have never heard this CD before . " Bii , what CD is this ? " i asked . " Its a CD i bought at the street market few days ago . i just buy it cause its real cheap ! 3 dollars only ! " He sounded so happy , suddenly .. we heard some screeching sound coming out from the CD PLAYER . oh great , my boyfriend has just been conned for 3 dollars . " Wow , cheap ? for me , this CD doesnt even need to cost any penny of urs . " i screamt right through in his ears . He's just so dumb , and easy to be fooled . I hate him for making me saying this . " OH DAMN IT . did i just got con ? " he stared at me with his sad face . i dont know if i should console him or lecture him . I think i should comfort him , anyway , its first day of school , shouldnt make his day a bad day . " Yeah i guess . but its okay , its only 3 dollars i suppose " I was trying to sound comforting . " Are you sure you're not mad at this , babe ? I dont want you to scream at me again . I'm sorry . " He turned to the left and look at me . " Yeah sure . im not , but make sure next time you buy anything , you better ask me or at least inform me " I smiled so that he will know that im not mad . " Thank you . and still i am sorry , and i will ask you for permissions from today onwards . " He grabbed my hand , and played with my fingers while the other hand on the steering wheel .

We managed to get to Sunny Dale Highschool without getting lost and a map . Wow , we thought we were early , but thousands of people were earlier . i hope we aren't late for them . We got out of the car and people were staring at us as though we were freaks . yes , this is always the first impression people give us if you're new to a school . We made our way to the administration office to get our schedules and map for classes . Well after that , we passed by the principal's office . ah , MRS.GOY . i took a look inside and saw this girl sitting down right infront of the principal . is this girl getting lectured ? Well , is not my business anyway . Many people were at the locker area as we passed by . We got our locker key from the office too . My locker number was 26 , favourite number , whereas , Martin's was 27 , right next to me , as he wished . We opened the locker and put our stuffs inside . Thank god , Martin and i have the same schedule , so we'll spend mostly of our time together and we wont have to be some loner . We walked to our Biology class , room 203 on the second floor . Both of us got a seat . Martin sat right behind me as the seat next to me was occupied by a fat guy , wait thats harsh , okay , huge guy . I looked at him for a while , he's actually average - looking though . wait , is that his name on his file he's taking out from his bag ? Johnny Dahl ? Well , nice name . I've always wanted my son to be named Johnny . Suddenly , this rather hot lady came in the class , everyone quickly settled down and hurried to their seat . " Morning everyone , i'm Miss Jessica , and your Biology teacher . Nice to meet everyone . Well , can i have the attendance please ? " She said . Okay , Ms.Jessica ? Biology teacher ? there no way she's a teacher . she looks like she's working in a pub or i should say working as a prostitude ? Not that i'm mean , but i am honest right here . I turned at the back and saw Martin looking at her . I guess Martin is so interested in her . I pulled his ears when Ms.Jessica was calling names for attendance . " Ms . Cassandra ? " said Ms.Jessica . " OH OH , here .. here . " I raised up my hand . " Please sit properly , Ms . Sophie . Oh , Sophie Cassandra . Nice name " She looked quite fierce but quite friendly somehow . " Everyone , please take out your Biology Textbook and turn to page 3 . " She spoke while taking out her book from her pink Gucci bag . THAT BAG ! Thats the bag i wanted , oh my , the prettiest bag at the Gucci Catalog . Spring Season . OH MY GOD . I was staring at the bag for at least 5 minutes . " Today , we're going to learn Introduction ..... " i heard Ms.Jessica saying that . I wasnt paying attention because i was busy doodling on the book . I was hoping that the class will end faster . I just kept doodling and doodling . After 30 minutes , the bell rang . YES , the bell had finally rang . I can go explore the school right now . I turned to the back and saw Martin sleeping . I tapped on the table , he didnt wake up . This time , i tapped louder . " What what , bii ? " he yawned . " The class had finally over ? i wonder how you can listen to her all the time . She sounds like a duckk . " He rubbed his eyes . " No , i didnt listen to her , i was busy doodling on my book " Then i took my book and showed him . After that we walked out of the class .