His lips pressed against mine and his tongue slowly pushed into my mouth. We played tongue for at least 5 minutes until he finally lifted my tank top off my body. He then tried to unhook my bra and successfully passed. My bra was left hanging off my shoulders. I moaned. This is probably gonna be the best sex i've had in my entire life. and we were in the toilet! A party was raging on downstairs. I was too drunk to even have a second thought to what the hell i was doing. Yeah, the toilet may be the worst place to have sex but all the other rooms were already booked with other hook ups. He continued to feel my whole body with his bare hands. Okok, honestly i didnt have a single clue what this guy's name was. All i know is he's one hell of a ... well, you know what i mean. And he's pretty hot. Blonde, blue-green eyes, great bone structure. my kind of guy. WHAT IS HIS NAME DAMNIT! I remember him introducing himself. What was it.. Steven? David? Brad? Ahh, what the hell, who cares? As he caressed my face, i moaned again. He unbuttoned my jeans and put his hands on my thigh, squeezing it. This is it!

"Renee.. i dont think i can do this alone.. dont go!" i pleaded desperately to stop her from going home before the clock hit 12. "You do know i barely know anyone here.." i continued on with my sentence. Renee rolled her eyes and then grinned at me. Renee's my classmate. I don't hang out with her that often but for tonight's party, she had to follow me. It wasn't that easy to persuade her to come with me. Oh trust me, it wasn't at all. It took me the whole afternoon to convince her, like telling her there's this guy who's so into her and i would introduce her to him. Goodness, thank god she's leaving already or she must have question me about him. Honestly, that guy didn't even exist and i was just making things up. And why did i do that? Well, lets just say, i knew Casey would leave me aside and hang out with the footballers instead. And i was right.

"Mimi! look at that guy over there!" Casey nudged me alarmingly. In an approximately 100 meter distance away from us, there was a guy, smiling innocently to Casey and oh, he was a blondie. Casey's type of guy. Oh god, he's totally checking her out. "I think he's staring at your boobies. Quit exposing them already." i teased. "He is so adorable!" exclaimed Casey and her face was turning red already. Oh no. Anytime now, Casey is going to make her way to that bastard. I've got to stop her! But how!? "C'mon, minnie. do something.. think!" those words keep repeating in my head but i dont seem to be doing anything. "Maybe i shall talk to him for a while, call you later babe! " she said enthusiastically while checking her reflection on her iPhone. Too late. She was skipping happily toward the guy. And after an hour, she's nowhere to be seen. She was, duh, bullshitting. Argh, i should have known, her own definition of the word 'awhile' must have meant, taking up the whole night and leaving her best friend (me) at this stupid party. I cant believe she would just dump me like this! Oh, if i do see her with some guy, i'd....

"MIMI! are you even listening to me!?" Renee asked, irritated. Omg, i've totally forgotten that i was trying to stop Renee from escaping tonight. I snapped into reality. "Huh, what?" i said, having no clue of what she was talking about. "You know Mimi, you should stop acting like that around people." "Acting like what?" i asked ridiculously. "Staring into space. talking to yourself. what the hell is wrong with you? i'm impressed that you do still have friends like me ya know." said Renee simply. Fuck, was that an insult? What is wrong with talking to myself anyway. Okay, i admit, i often talk to myself whenever i'm thinking about something or when i'm bored. You cant blame me for doing that because it's in my genes. It has passed down from my generation. My great ancestors used to do that. My grandmother used to do that 'til my grandfather had to divorce her. Well, almost. My mum does that. So i don't see any problem with me doing that. Gosh. And, normally, if this habit i have, happens in front of my brothers, they would pinch me on the cheeks to wake me up. And then you'll have me pulling their hair and running around the house. Look how fun my family can get sometimes? (: "Renee.. if you really want to go, then you go. i'll find some other people here." i replied softly. "I bet you don't even know anyone here." Renee teased jokingly. We both giggled. "Well, yeah! i'll prove to you, i still can survive tonight without your presence!" i protested. "Alright, tell me all about it in school then." she winked at me and handed me a charm bracelet. "Here, have this. i got it for you last summer." she smiled at me and gave me a hug. "Thank you. this is so cute!" i gave her a friendly kiss on the cheeks and then said our goodbyes. Then, she unwillingly walked toward the front door and there i was, standing in the middle of a bunch of people i didn't even know. I was so lost. I was freaking lost in Denise's house! I observed those people dancing, throwing vases, doing all kinds of stuffs. But, i wasn't doing anything. Argh, i should start talking to someone before they think i'm some sore loser standing on the same spot for more than 392 seconds already. Okay, why is that guy walking toward me.

Today is me and Martin's 1 year 1 month anniversary. We didnt really have dinner at a 5 star restaurant eventhough today is the most important day for both of us. Martin and i are at my cousin, Denise's house celebrating 'a night before school reopen party'. The music was blaring in my ears as i walk upstairs to find for a toilet. I opened the door without knowing that there was a couple making out in there. I was so shocked so i quickly closed the door. They were so intense that they didn't even realize that i was there. I had no choice but to go to the toilet downstairs. I hurriedly comb my hair in front of the mirror and quickly left the toilet. I had a feeling that Martin was missing me already. That poor guy just cant live without me. I walked back to the couch and sat back down with Martin.